I’m so tired I don’t want to move! So instead I shall type. Just random thoughts. My fingers sometimes type faster than my mind can comprehend so….you can stop reading if you want to.
First of all. I’m sorry if you’ve ever felt anything but extraordinary. I think that everyone should feel extraordinary. That being said, you have to understand that its up to you, not someone else to make you feel that way. Sometimes we don’t mean to be disconnected but when we want something so badly, words and feelings seem to be magnified causing us to believe in/depend on them far too much and leaving us incapable to see whats real. On the other hand, I am not one to say something along those lines unless I absolutely mean it. Anyway, I don’t think you are able to truly love anyone unless you love yourself. That’s the bottom line. You’re going to feel so amazing when you find that in you. You’ll see :]
I’m so excited for the new year! I have a great feeling about this one. So many things seem to be looking up. I hope I’m not wrong for depending on time too much. Maybe I’ve just mastered hiding those negative feelings. Regardless, I’m going to roll with the whole positive outlook thing. Keeping my plans a secret for now! I’ve learned that having high hopes gets you nowhere. And when it all doesn’t work out (like you really knew it wouldn’t) BAHM! Severe disappointment. I don’t think I can handle that anymore so I just choose to not talk about my excitement for potential happenings! Am I making sense? I make no sense. LET’S LIST!
- PLAYING WORDS WITH FRIENDS ALLLLL DAYYY >the more games, the better.
- not being productive. at all.
- my giraffe bathroom. IT’S MINE, ALL MINE.
- that show, Impractical Jokers. so funny.
- My iPhone
- blue-eyed boys.
- my best friend AKA my HEART & SOUL.
- my rapidly growing VHS collection! Thanks, Grandma!
- seeing/talking to my brothers SO MUCH MORE OFTEN.
- making lists.
- peppermint anything.
- this recent case of abstinence
- listening to Twin Shadow whilst I drive. >(every time I drive.)
I’m truly a boring person. I guess now I’ll go watch The Cat From Outer Space. Goodnight!